I find words sometimes seem so impotent in contrast with visual things. I have long been eager to own a digital  camera of my own, enabling a great many of unique pictures which represent every moment of my life.

  These days, perhaps since a long time before, I have learnt to keep silent in front of confusion, no longer asking why, no longer weeping, no longer linger on pains in it. Pains may grow until it drive you mad.

  Looking back, there are yet so much worth reminiscing.

  Thanks to my rivals,they remind me of keeping ambitious, not mediocre.

  Thanks to my hurter, he prevents me from being hurt again.

  Thanks to NENU, it locates me in an appropriate position, both physically and mentally,beside, it always make me proud.

  Thanks to UIBE, it provides me a impetus to move.

 Thanks to God, he show me the necessity to take an optimistic attitude and live a Jane's-style life.

 

A new semester begins. Every year I witnessed the grand scenery of so many freshmen going to their ivory tower with enormous pride. Like myself, they are so curious about anything before them and sometimes, a little scary, not knowing what life would be like on the university campus.

Now, role has changed for me--I have become a teacher, feeling like a little bitter and weird.

Every one has a dream, every one has to wake up. I am not aware whether I have waken up or not, what is clear is I am still in my dream, making every effort to make it come true. Perhas the day I realize it is when I wake up.

Normal day begins! Time for me to go to work, these days only for training, listening to  cliche lectures that are much more effective than sleeping pills.

  Today's topic is "morality of being a teacher". I don't think I do well in this respect because of my deep disregard for lazybones. My dear students, work or not, it is your own business!! So i too reluctant to tell anyone how important working hard is, it is superflous!! Talents will always be a talent, no need to be reminded, like someone.

I  like talents!!

  Right! speaking of morning things before commuting, I got from radio program that CD piracy is seriously carried out, aiming to be cracked down completely.Funny, how possible? I, as a grass root, benefit enormously from piracy CDs, surely I will clap my hands for those cheap things. However, from the viewpoint of a highly-educated person, especially of a high school teacher, isn't it imperative that I go against those illegal behaviors? En, let think again!

Heihei, If Yanda granted me more salary and permitted more free CDs, I would surely object to copies! Besides, If I were wife of ChenKaige or ZhangYimou, perhaps I would be in a fury!

After all, I am a "little woman" with only "little "dreams of my own. Why am I supposed to do great things?

 

It's high time I made a choice.

Allow me time, let me think about it, cause it's so subtile and hard to decide.

Which one suits me better? Which me makes me happier?

Which criteria should I choose, let me think over.

I come to find it is such a big world that I have been missing so many landscapes! I will go--to a world without having to reminisce. Isn't it pathetic to count upon a single hope but miss the whole world!!

I would not easily give up my dream, ever. Anyhow, why can't I wait for the sunlight while enjoying the beauty of darkness? 

Darling, I will never abandon missing you.

I am destinied to be an idiot. God, tell me how can memory be erased?

Download pictures,Baidu! songs,Baidu! Search News,Baidu! Damn it! Why must I use it?

Answer is HABIT.

But I like it, like this habit,never considered abandoning.

I have obtained the first business trip owing to my own effort, which make me proud of myself.

actually, it was only four days in Dalian, a beautiful seaside city with a profound acdemic atmosphere. it is the type i like.

what's embarassing is that  depression hang over my body as soon as i came back to qinhuandao.

Life is so idly relaxing that I feel scary now and then, I don't think it is the lifestyle I should choose.I like being occupied by a lot of meaningful work. So jane, work hard, remember your dream!!! Never give up!

    lose weight,put on weight,lose weight!!! Meaningless replica! However, beauty comes first, so go on,whatever!!!

对了，谁知道“生命不息，减肥不止”该怎么翻译啊, my translation so poor, who knowswhat the hell is the problem! save me,God, help me with my translation so that I can raealize my pretty dream!