April 28th,happy birthday to jiongjiong. In the most obscure corner of mind, there is always a date deeply engraved. 4.28 is not to me, at least for now. Days have been spent like water, the sense of guilty grows up to passive adaptation. I know i won't indulge those evils capturing my soul. I sincerely beg for one day when sky clears and that long-lost ambition rejuvenates. There is posibility that needs for physical survival conquer spiritual aspiration for the realization of high dreams. Anyway,it is not supposed to occur on me. Yes, life is too short to lose. I have been taught too much about the value of living rather than being alive. The pleasure of life lies in its constantly emerging challenges and the vast variety of options, so do the tortures brought along with that. We are born not merely to live, but to live beyond our own imagination. I made that my belief.